Well if its one thing I know, its that just when you think you know what the heck is going on around you, life throws a spanner in the works, and SHAH -BAYUM!! You're single, and back at square one.

For those of you who have followed my video log, you may remember me referring to a man that is my now ex-fiance. Well with so much water under the bridge, we simply could not reconcile our differences, and I left him in March of this year.

Since leaving him, I have lost more than I ever thought I would be able to deal with all in one blow. But alas, I am somehow still happier than what I was just before I left him, and even more, I am more optimistic than I remember ever being about my future.

Amidst all of the discord of emotions associated with depreciating 6 long years of hard work, and effort, I have managed to keep my sanity...just. And unfortunately, with not as much to share around as usual, I somewhat, most regrettably, have been MIA.

Dealing with the physical, emotion, and most ugliest, the financial upheaval has been a challenge greater than I have ever faced, and yes...when I say this, I do mean that going through transition has been comparatively easy when I weigh up the amount of grief I associate with either/or.

There are a lot of reasons behind my absence, but let it be noted that it shall only be a short recess before I am back doing more videos, inspired by you, the people who follow my work.

Thank you for being patient <3

Much Love, Lea xx

PS. If you have questions about my relationship with my ex-fiance out of curiosity, or in relation to your own, please feel free to ask in the comments below, and I will do my best to answer.